{General} I need something with calligraphy that isn't a bottle of nailpolish.

Well, I'm looking for newspaper to make a pattern right now, but since I don't think I have any and wont be able to fix that for a little while, I thought I'd put this up again.

I am in a writing spasm yet again. If any of you are curious about anything of me, or wanting an explanation or elaboration or defintion of something or another, please feel free to ask and I'll write out a response. I honestly don't mind *what* the subject is or how "deep" it might be. I'm more curious, really, at what responses might be made, if there are any. I know some of you prefer my answers in person and/or conversation. ^^

Oh, and what I've got planned/started:

-My past and belonging
-my definition of "love"
-a dictionary of elemental and color correspondences
-what cat is, for me
-a past request on elf (which may potentially spill over to other kinstuffs)
-commitment, loss, and the fear of both